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Have you ever have this kind of experience? When you wake up in the morning, the 1st thing you do is brush your teeth. But when you look into the mirror, you cannot recognize who is the person inside the mirror, if feels like somebody that you don't know at all. You wonder where is he come from, the next thing you will feel something strange, it is like where am i? the "I" i know, where he gone? And begin to feel really empty inside the soul.

This is not the worst, cause when the inner soul tell you: "sorry, i don't know you, why u taking control the body not belong to you?". How am i going to answer? Cause i know the inner soul, but he just don't recognize me.

I begin to realize it is not a easy thing to discover yourself, and I never thought that it would be a fix me in my entire life. I feel like there are so many character I want to be, but sometime some others "character" don't like the real me. "They" always argue inside saying this is not right that is not right, like demon and angel fighting. But, i felt that is not just simple as that, today I realize that, I pretend some character that i'm not, it feels disgusting after all. I need to find a way to delete, erase, kill, destroy, that A.H character. And the others will remain in my body, I don't mind having many soul using 1 body, cause important is I know which character taking control most of the time.

It is a fun thing having many character in a single body, always becoming someone you never expect, I found it a lot excitement they have bought to me.

Later i want to try something fun in my life. Since there are no more secret in me, is time to have fun.

Love n Peace...